the tired lover

This time I'm going to go
I can't take this wait no more,
being tied down by your love stifles me
makes me not believe in destiny

I've loved you from my heart
and i've given it all
considered blinking a sacrifice
but being with you is my life

I'm broken with this wait
and though i'm lost without you
I wonder, how long can I,
stay with you without
ever having you

The feel of your skin ignites me
but I feel burned down by your insanity
My love for you is pure
then what more can i do to be yours

I don't mind the pain you inflict upon me
I don't mind having to cross many a seas
I find my self falling into a darkness
and though its your light i see

I have given up hope
I need to find a place
without love
without your eyes
without your nose or without your smile
without your stare or without your hair
but yes I wonder
and sadly ponder
because I somehow find you everywhere...

lost and looking to be found

Scared today about tomorrow
fear failure,instead feared success
lost in faith and toothless about hope
the line I see for myself is red
the red line of blood

beyond this line there really is
no today or tomorrow
no failure or success
no faith or hope
no tears or smiles
infact its a land called nowhere

Distantly or even before this line
there is still my mind with me
one moment to change
one moment to turn around
one moment to step past
this discolored life
a probable chance to find a law
a law where i have not lost
just not gained anything
and really getting a chance to say another hi
not really bid my final good bye

My Bar-Review

Ok so My Bar is located in paharganj,near r.k. ashram marg metro station. Its not too far from the metro though.

Its surely not easy to locate it on the busy paharganj street.only when you are close to the bar, would you find a red board the says My Bar. Surely when you look at the board you will realize that you'll not feel any form of personal attachment to the place.

Music: Now i usually am quiet adamant on having good music in place where i go to drink. Good music gives a good high, a high to enjoy. I don't really mind te language or the age of the songs it doesn't really have to be necessarily rock. So you enter the bar and you hear nice old hindi music you'd think its a retro place. wow excellent that's something new, and I'd say for some time I quiet liked that music. my friends quiet liked crooning to the songs until they decided to up the adrenalin by playing remixes. that truly killed it for us. The collection seemed like some really desperate guy made them, play it at gunpoint to quietly make the crowed leave.

Crowd: Now the crowed really has never really mattered to me most of the time but if in your group you have some girls you'd think twice.So one would say if the music is old Hindi music the crowed would be essentially the good old men or at least catering to an Indian audience. But no you are surely mistaken, the majority are foreigners. Maybe 'coz the railway station is close by. But why would you play old music in such a crowed. Oddly there were enough foreigners to prove me wrong. Well there some Indians also but really nothing like other bars around the city.

ambiance: Now this is tough to say. when you enter this place you taken back to the 70's bollywood flicks. Bars where you'd have shady chairs and tables the lights all dim so that the villeins could do their dealings. A place where you know at some point someone like Helen is going to come and do some nice sensual dance, lot of foreigners trying to get a feel of the real India and the bad guys go about their work. the walls were plastered in different and the plaster having a design that would send you into a tizzy when you're drunk.

Drinks: Now the drinks are dirt cheap. you'll get a peg of Vodka for 30 bucks and a peg of whiskey for some 20 bucks. Now that's cheaper than buying a bottle of Smirnoff from the shop. Well one would forgive the spelling mistakes like Simon off for smirnoff. The food is not very good so a suggestion would be to have just the peanut mixture. the nice thing is that you can smoke inside as well. Thats another thing we smoked in front of the no smoking sign. They'll serve you pretty fast and there'll be no fancy glasses you get but surely not plastic glasses.

All in all if you are looking for the cheapest place to just drink this is the place but I would'nt promise a good high that's subject to the kind of person you are.

Note: So we encountered this old foreign guy interested in one of our friends he's on and off raise his glass as toast and in the hope to somehow alienly woo her. He tried hard gave up announced she was shy and left and soon arrived. This time with a bunch of women with face paints and seemed to be pretty smashed. He held the