the lost....

I think I am in love

Everytime I close my eyes….

Every blink gets me that much drugged

I don’t even know how far or close you are

Yet you teach me how to live

you give me hope though I can’t believe

And I think I see you sometimes….

when I am driving

I think you give me a smile…

And just then I am feeling fine.

Is this love?

Or is this hope?

Is this emptiness

That’s not filling up…

Is this a cry?

Or is this just a try?

Is this fate

With no destiny inside…

I think I feel pain

From all the lies I say…

I feel so covered

In nothing at all…

Still waiting to reach the horizon,

That just moves further away

Everytime i watch the sun....

Is it me really?

Or is it my reflection?

Is it the scars

That are so many that they become me....

Is it the time?

Or is it ever going to be mine?

Is it just different colours

That paint me into so many emotions....